Cry-cry

Hello world..i don't know to whom i want story.I don't have many friend.I means,everyone have many friends.But,when they cry,who that have for they.So,my good friend mybe moving to Perlis next year..My beloved will get married.So,who want to be my friend? Dear Allah,please help me.I know your plan is  better than my plan.But,please give a clue that next year will have someone to relief my good friend place.Seriously,when i think about it i almost cry or sometimes i cried.Our friendship mybe already 4 years.Just you undestand me.Why you want leave me? You know that 'DEAR' will get married the end of the year? ok  i try to undestand. Why so hard to someone that i love,i care to appreciate me? to love me too? Yes,i know who i am.But don't you think that you will loss someone that love you soo much?  Are you sure that the people that you love soo much love you like you love they? Why the person that i love always make me hurt?  at the same times i always smile for you even you make me like this.As long as i dind't meet someone who loves me,i will always pray your happiness.But when i meet,NO WAY you will get my love back.I am not look behind when i meet my love.I promise when i be a succesful student,you are the first person i will hates.Cause you don't know how to respect and appreciates someone who love you..Remember that ok.Even thought i don't tell you who's that person,but thanks for heard my story.Bye :(