Today is already 5th ramadhan.I'm sure some of you have done of terawih prayer.So go ahead.I still not did it.I really want but you know i hope you understand.So,for this 5th ramadhan i still cannot feel the ramadhan month i dont know why.But i'm fasting as usual okay.Maybe this year is full with the test of Allah.And thats why this ramadhan did not change anything to me.A little change maybe.Hmm i dont know.
For the buka puasa menu,i must have rice and kurma also any colour water with ice.That must be the wajib one.And that rice is only cooked by my mom.If that rice come from another people i might eat but a little only.Yess a bit fussy for buka puasa.But rice with any food.I dont care for it.As long as rice.If anyone asked me what do you wish for this ramadhan?
Hmm,i hope this is not my last ramadhan.Bcause there's many thing that i want to do with ramadhan month.But as teenager i just can follow what my parents did.So yaa i want to feel ramadhan with my friends also husband maybe? Hehe.No, i'm just kidding.This weekend i might return to my hometown for family gathering or buka puasa together.But i have intention to ask AJ join me.I wanna introduce her to my all family.I wanna she know how my kampong looks like.I wanna she know that this is my happiness.Because i dont have any boyfriend to make me smile,laugh and happy.My family is more than enough to make all of it.
Everyday in dua' i always ask Allah to hear my dua' so that AJ can join me.It's not for a long day.It's just per day.If Allah hear my dua' that one i'm sure i'm gonna be the happiest person in the world.I never ask more than it anymore.I took so many years to make AJ be one of my friends and this year is the last year we celebrated ramadhan together because next year she's above 17.She promises me to buka puasa together for this ramadhan so i think this is the right time also she's not have any class during this ramadhan.Oh Allah,it's really killing me.But if Allah could not accept my dua' i think Allah might give me better than this.i wish..So i hope you guys have a blessed ramadhan for this time.Trying to perform all your wajib prayer.Because fasting without prayer is a wasting time.Thats all for today thankyou :)
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